My words for you, just for you

Should one write when one is not in a writing mood? I have the time at the moment, but not the inclination. There is not a creative spark in my head.

I don't know which one I like most, the 21 year old skinny girl who burst in tears at airport because you was leaving her just after 45 days of marriage or the 27 year old woman who can't stop crying because she need to leave 2 month old baby for 12 hours while she is at work. I changed my role within these 6 years a lot. And inside me that girl is still alive just because of you!

And that girl is asking sometimes a lot of questions to myself .Come on guys why you always having such thoughts that we are not satisfied with our family that's why we are here. I don't have a good husband so am online for hours, I don't care for my kids so am working for so long hours a day. Is it true ?Hell no...I'm blessed with the best husband ever, two wonderful kids, good friends, and a rewarding career. I'm mostly successful at balancing it all and even in the crazy times, I wouldn't change a thing. Oopsss Am I sounds like a politician?Excuse me then!

I was trying to think of a special way to thank you for the love and support you gave me during these 6 years while I was changing my roles, and I thought this is the best way to express it. (Why? You guys don't talks to each other when you are at home? Is that is your question? Come on now don't be so critic for everything....... )

Your Towns & City is your nostalgia if you are a non resident Indian. And am suffering from a strange disease. The symptoms are a fixture of restlessness, anxiety, hope and nostalgia. The virus is a deep inner need to get back home and when it happens to you, this is what you need. Advise, someone to talk to and some to listen.
We will talk.....................Later...........